Yeah that's right

Lately I've been hearing people whining a lot about their conditions, their works, their relationship. But people will always want something more and it will never cease, isn't it?

See, for everyone including myself, maybe would think that s/he's the one holding the record of being patient for this bad life, bad relationships, bad jobs. I'm here with my whines. What? This is my blog.

I'm 27 and I'm single. Living in Jakarta and I work by myself as a graphic designer. It's boring as hell. Most of my close friends are either married or having relationships.

So here is the daily routine.

In the morning I would drink a cup of black coffee to make sure I will be strong to face the day alone. Fully filled with various type of works that need to be done by myself. I can't even see the finish line for every project. Hard aye?

In the afternoon, I would have a rest, again I will have a cup of caffeinated drink while looking outside the windows. 'Crying' for a better life. Now I exaggerated it a little bit.

At night right after taking shower and dinner I would find the most depressive dvd to watch. The reason is that, perhaps I would be grateful with this boring life. You know if you compare my life with a person, suffering a lung cancer, having no money, having no one beside him, then I would say to myself "hey your life is not that bad, what's with the long face?" Then I would pray and go to sleep.

Weekend? Its no different. But I will deny every single bad thought I have in mind. F U life.

i can bear with "accidents"

Nobody should be called an asshole unless we can read them like an opened book. I like to observe people, how he reacts, how she behaves, but now I realised it just the cover of the book. No matter how sensitive I am. This thing crossed my brain when I realised that right now someone would think that I'm an asshole, but I accept it even though I know it's completely wrong. This is only a gentle suggestion I suppose.

Fight fight fight

It's almost a perfect day until the football game tonight. Did bunch of works, Modern Family series, nice chat with my sister, cleared taxation problems, etc. So I brought a new guy to the field, and it just took a game for him to argued with a friend, well more like a fight. I felt so bad as I'm a good friend of both of them. Emotion is the hardest thing to control, but fight is uncool for this modern time. The key is we gotta have a desire in our heart to be a better person each second, at least a man with class. And fight real hard for it. So really, a fight at a friendly football game? The second thing, you gotta admit if you're wrong, deep f inside, then you're a cool guy. I couldn't pick a side at that moment, but honestly I feel sorry for the new guy, he's a nice guy.

Anyways just to make it sounds square, I sweared too much today (atleast to myself), God I'm sorry.

Personal note: This was the first time I didn't score any goal tonight, nil. Darn.

of course darling

Thanks to the new technologies, especially twitter and facebook, for now we're always updated with the normalities and mediocrities.

top ten

I don't know much about music and am not trying to be pro, thus the songs I chose are just the ones that aligned very well to my ears. And also because its supported the moments and the situations I was in. Kinda bias but here we go.

1. Runaway - The National
2. Ambling Alp - Yeasayer
3. Melancholy Hill - Gorillaz
4. Laredo - Band of Horses
5. Walk in the Park - Beach House
6. World News - Local Natives
7. Hologram - These New Puritans
8. Excuses - The Morning Benders
9. White Sky - Vampire Weekend
10. Night and Day - Chief

Happy new year.

Golden

After all, I know life's not that bad. There are still people looking for me while I'm hating myself being such a passive person. I guess it's time for change, our minds are too powerful to destroy the whole unit of body, and soul. And I refused to do so. I'm expecting myself to be more creative for them in this new year.

I said to them I'm not picky, I said all I want is the right one even I have to suffer or being teased while searching, or even if I have to wait for ages. I'm right about this I suppose :)

Thanks for the accompany, can't ask for better people, hope you both will read this one day and realise how much I appreciate your attention.