Not good enough

Thoughts/creativities only show its best when everything else is in its right place. They will come to us when we have nothing to worry about. Not because of the pressure from the projects, nor our financial condition, or any other things. It will serve us when we're sitting comfortably with a blank paper and a piece of pencil on our desk. Bright thoughts are pure, and should only be accompanied with things that perfectly aligned with them, and a single problem will spoil everything.

With all due respect to my fellas, whom always believe in me sincerely, but I've been left by them long time ago. Hence none of things I've produced is good enough ever since. Well now I am currently begging them to come back to me.

I had seven faces
Thought I knew which one to wear
But I'm sick of spending these lonely nights
Training myself not to care
The subway is a porno
The pavements they are a mess
I know you've supported me for a long time
Somehow I'm not impressed

NYC - Interpol