believe me

This would be my ultimate advice, when you're close to a person, always have the worst assumption. As if he has a problem that only God can deal with it. If you can accept it then you're not wasting your time.

After all I remain as a super introvert guy

Again I will suggest that we shouldn't call someone an asshole, or coward, because we will never know what's inside their mind and heart. But yes you can do that if you understand him/her like f inside out. Except for some narcissists who are exploiting themselves through what we call social f networks. Well let's exclude them in this post. See, not a lot of people are able to show their actual selves, not even if they talk a lot. People who are scared of rejections, and alienations.

My big brother last day said that I should find a girlfriend so I can share my life. He will never get my answer because he's not a person whom I would share my private stories with. Not because I've got a problem with him, but I have this that makes me think millions freaking times before I move to the next step of this f life. For this one, I will keep it to myself and perhaps a few people in the future. 2/3 persons?

How to live a good life

I have some reasons to blame you about this life, but i have plenty more reasons to give thanks to you.

Much more

Life is spamming me with all the doubts about You, and the world's tempting me with all the wonders it has. But I will never leave You.

Take it easy

When there're things that turned out badly, do not blame yourself too hard. Especially when you knew you've done the best of yourself.

Ran away part 2

I worked my ass off so hard today just to distract my mind away. Xbox will be the next medium.

Ran away

Thanks for the laughs, I feel somewhat better.

Hitting the road

Yes I'm weary physically but I don't feel like to stop. Sadly it just has to.